~vixen~
property of Jennifer~ |
my Love and Myztress
Jennifer~
What do Y/you call One who loves you unconditionally.Who supports you through thick and thin. Who allows you to make your own mistakes and is there to guide and help you when you find it necessary. What do youu call One who treats you with respect, yet knows you are a slave and uses you as such. What do you call One who takes the time to know who and what you are, your needs and desires, who shares with you Her life and love, the tears and joys, the pain and sorrow, the enjoyment and pleasure that life brings..
Y/you simply call Her.......Myztress
my Mzytress is Myztress Jennifer~.the most loving and caring Person i have had the pleasure to meet. She guides and teachs me not only how to be Her slave, but how to be a better person as a whole. She teaches me daily about love and how to treat my fellow sisters and brothers, Doms and Dommes with respect and compassion. She does this by example more then verbally. She is my mentor, my Owner, my Hero. if it weren't for my Myztress i surely know i would be dead from my own hand. She has given me the ability to be who i am and for that i am eternally grateful.
who am i
i'm a 49-year-old slave. i first new about the BDSM world when i was much younger. i found a book filled with stories about such things as slavery, bondage, whippings, brandings, total power exchange and a variety of things connected to the Lifestyle of the BDSM world.
when i read these stories, i had a revelation for i had for some time had feelings that i was different from most people, that i was alone in the feelings i carried secretly inside myself, but now i knew. i wasn't alone. It would be years of reading, devouring anything i could find about the BDSM life. i knew my destiny and duty was to belong. to serve and be owned in slavery to Another. i for the next tried various types of self-bondage and self-tortures, using clothespins on various body parts became a nightly ritual. i often fell asleep with a clothespin upon one nipple to wake with a warmth in my thighs and a throbbing engorged nipple. i have spent a lifetime running into the Lifestyle only to be dissapointed by The Ones i have choosen to give myself to. i have time and again left for the vanilla highway only to return again and again to this life i love and cherish so deeply.......i dont choose the lifestyle nor to be a slave.............They are what and part of who i am.
i come to this point in my life having had two failed marriages and three children and a broken spirit. i have so much love to give. Love for the BDSM Lifestyle and Love for my Owner.
At some point in O/our lives comes a time when W/we reflect back. W/we look at what W/we where and were W/we have come ,maybe cry a lil and laugh alot. W/we find the reasons W/we are were W/we are now. W/we start to understand some things more clearly, and others W/we just simply have forgotten about. W/we maybe hurt deeper, or can "bounce" back alot easier. W/we find the things that make U/us happy and know better what brings U/us sorrow. "The tribulations of life" i omce heard it refred to. A no truer statement couldnt be said.i've had my share and along the path of my life ive made alot of mistakes. i've learned from many ,and yet some i keep repeating, maybe hoping that ill gain a diffrent result. For me all i know is that i try my best each and everyday to find something that makes me want to keep going. i have found that in my Myztress. She is the ONE single most thing i have ever really loved. yes i love my children dearly. They teach me so much about myself and humanity. They open the doors and my eyes to what society is really like.
But my Myztress?.She has taken a broken person and taught her how to love,how to feel ,how to have empathy and care. How to appreciat P/people. and most of all how to be me..no greater gift She could bestow upon me. And ive treated Her badly at times. but Shes stuck by my side and i by Hers. that in the end is true love and a testement to what a relationship should be..comitment. we surender to the collar...how many commit to our Owners. commitment in the sense of the B.D.S.M. Lifestyle is perhaps more deep and complete then any marriage could ever dream of achieving. perhaps thats why in a marriage or relationship ,they are so easy to walk away from. But a collar..a true colar which involves surrendering ALL of you to your Owner makes it harder an less unlikly that you will simply walk away. The commitment comes from the soul..give your Owner your soul,your very core, and its not so easy to have that taken away for any reason.
i have a knowledge base of achievements and disasters to share and if my only goal within the lifestyle now is to be able to share and teach, then i will forever be gratefull........it is an endless journey of discovery and wonderment...W/we only have to open O/our eyes and hearts and allow them to be filled with the thing W/we call B.D.S.M.
~vixen~
Myztress Jennifer~'s property
view my slave registery cetificate
slave:. 000-741-528
for You with Love my Myztress
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~vixen ~ is a silly assed brat.
i have no idea what to do with this part
non what so ever yet.
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